I have a graveyard. On my computer. It is a graveyard of half-written posts.
I have good intentions.
I have ideas about what to write.
In fact, I have written several posts in my mind.
But at the end of the day, when I sit down to actually type, something happens.
I am still.
Still and quiet.
And that is enough to remind my body it is time for me to sleep.
And sleep I do.
am not sure if it is part of getting older. Or if it is just the stage
of life I am in . Or if it is the constant kid activity. Or trying to
balance our lives, my job, parenting, our house.
I don't know what it is.
I just know I can't stay awake.
So I am at a crossroads...
Do I keep blogging?
Do I just give it up, hang up my keyboard?
Or do I just do it when I get to it and not feel guilty in between?
I don't know.
Blogging has always been an outlet for me.
It is my family's history.
It is my online "journal".
And I want to keep doing it.
I just don't know at what pace.
I just can't keep up right now.
With kid activities.
With my quiet time.
With my organizing.