Monday, March 23, 2015
Eye Love Him
And I definitely haven't done a good job posting since last spring when I shared the story of the tumor that had been discovered behind my husband's eye.
At that time, we were told to seek a specialist's opinion and keep an "eye" on it.
Which we did.
Until the end of the year when we told it was probably best to get that tumor removed. (Test revealed that it was affecting Mark's vision since it is resting next to the optic nerve)
And here I am.
In a waiting room.
We drove over (Little Rock) yesterday since we had to be here bright and early this morning. I still don't know why we had to be so early because we just did a lot of waiting once we got here. I suppose it really doesn't matter anyway. I didn't sleep. I don't think I was nervous about the surgery as much as nervous about oversleeping. It is my spring break; I am not used to being up before the sun!
Mark's parents joined us here (mine are at home, manning my kid crew and pup). We went out for a nice dinner last night. Then we tried to sleep.
We arrived right on time, they did the pre-op assessments, and had him change. Then we waited. A lot.
One thing I have learned is there is no privacy in those pre-op rooms.
Or whatever they are called.
We heard all kinds of stories and health issues while waiting.
I finally got to meet the surgeon (nice guy) and hear all of the risks and possibilities. That is not fun. The possibility of an overnight stay was not welcome news either.
And though none of that was really fun, I can't help but be thankful.
Other than having babies and one very quick outpatient procedure for me, we really haven't dealt with medical issues. Or hospital visits.
So this is new to us.
Like the "compression" socks he had to wear. Or being asked over and over if he had dentures or any loose teeth. Or meeting a whole team of people (who all asked if Mark takes medicine and when he last ate). I am thankful that is new to us.
Finally, we were told it was time.
I have done fine. Stayed strong. Smiled a lot.
Until they told me I had to leave.
Then I cried. (Very thankful for the nurse who sweetly hugged me on my way out)
And now I am just waiting. Holding my breath each time the phone rings. And sending messages to our kids.
There are always risks, especially with anesthesia. For some reason the 1 in 200,000 chance of death from anesthesia complications seemed a bit daunting.
And a chance of blindness.
Or double vision for the rest of his life.
Or that we are dealing with something different than we were told.
All real risks.
Though my heart aches and I will admit to being a bit fidgety, I also know I have a real God.
It doesn't mean things will go just like I want.
But no matter how they go, I have a real God who is here supporting me. Supporting him.
One more hour to go...
Oh, how "eye" love him.